sup boiz did u miss me
it's been about uhh three years and i honestly forgot this blog existed until tonight for some reason i decided to go on here and wooowwww i think i blocked all of this out of my memory because i don't remember ANY of this blog
but somehow i got 100,000 total views and ...... okay i don't know how that happened
anyways so basically i didn't pursue any of my interests i had at the time...which is good because i was literally a nine year old with a god complex. i thought i was the Coolest Kid On The Block and i started all these "companies" (that obviously failed, even though i thought i legitimately would make something out of them) and i like..i don't know man
i'm really glad my "passion" for this blog died though. it allowed me to continue growing as a person because i created a more healthy life for myself. all my friends and interactions with people were through the internet and i was a lonely kid that had nothing going for me. once i started coming out of my shell and actually meeting new people, i truly built myself an identity.
part of that was realizing im transgender so hi im a girl. i'm gonna like still try to keep my identity private though because i really don't want anyone to find this blog that i don't want to.
because there's probably incriminating stuff on here (i don't even want to know what i've posted, at some point i might go back and scan through and see what i did but i don't trust 9 year old me) i'm gonna soon delete all the posts. also if any of the mods check this blog, let's catch up guys hmu
i don't know what i'm gonna do on here. maybe i'll switch to lifestyle blogging. maybe i'll invite some of my friends to join me on this endeavor. maybe i'll just forget about this entirely and come back in three years and realize my mistake
who knows
anyways i'm being realllllllly dramatic i promise i'm not trying to be i'm just writing in lowercase and being reflective so it comes across that way
also, i'm sorry to the people i was rude to if any of you have come back to visit this artifact of a website. i was really young, and i know i started a lot of drama. yeah it was six/seven years ago, but i still feel bad. i didn't know what i was doing and i didn't know how to maintain an online presence, i was a kid trying to figure things out, and i've grown.
i know that's likely unnecessary because no one comes to this blog and i'll likely get a total of three hits but oh well
anyways here's to 2018. maybe this blog will turn into something. maybe it'll die again. if i haven't continued posting midway through the year i'll just like archive the whole thing or something.
see ya
